Saturday, April 18, 2009
♥ i hate being hurt.
I HAVE THREW AWAY SOME THINGS AWAY FROM MY LIFE !
I ONLY NEED MY FRIENDS RIGHT NOW. I'VE LOST SO MUCH
IN LIFE THAT I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE ANYTHING ANYMORE!
MY LIFE, I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. IF I'M DOING THE BAD THING
& YOU'RE THINKING I'M BAD, PLEASE FO MY BAD LIFE THEN.
I'VE PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
& I THINK ITS MORE THEN ENOUGH. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE
CRIED ! SLAP ME EVERYONE ! I AM SUPPOSED TO BE FCUKING STRONG
BUT I SPOILED EVERYTHING ! I AINT STRONG YET ! YES, EVERYONE
I'M NOT. I DESERVE SO MANY SLAPPINGS FROM SO MANY PEOPLE.
& I THINK I'M FALLING BACK AGAIN, INFACT ALREADY FELL BACK.
SO MANY PEOPLE WITH DIFFERENT ADVICES, THINKING ITS SO EASY.
BE IN MY PLACE & YOU'LL KNOW HOW IT FEELS. & THAN I WILL SAY
THOSE EASY WORDS YOU'LL USED TO SAY.
` I THINK I'M TROUBLING SOME PEOPLE'S LIFE. IN ORDER TO BE A LONER,
I GOTTA DELETE MY FRIENDSTER & BLOGGER OFF. YES, SOON I'M GONNA
DO THAT. LET ME GET EVERYONE'S NUMBER BEFORE I DO ANYTHING.
& MY LIFE WOULD BE A LITTLE MORE DIFFERENT. ♥ I PROMISE.
BIGGEST MISTAKE I'VE EVER DONE WAS TO BELIEVE LIES.
I CANT WRITE ANYMORE ! I KNOW PROBLEMS WILL COME.
FCUK MY LIFE ! SERIOUSLY! STRESSED! I CANT STUDY!
I KNOW I NEED YOU FOR EVERYTHING I DO.
COME? I'M WAITING FOR YOU DEEP INSIDE.
FASTER BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. ):
I MISS MY HAPPIEST MOMENT.
* I'm having my mid-year next week. I'm not prepared at all.
ARGH! I'm gonna fail badly. THATS FOR SURE !!!!
`It takes a strong heart to love but it takes an even stronger
heart to love after its been SHATTERED !
heart to love after its been SHATTERED !
