Wednesday, March 11, 2009
♥ Mission Week is Lovely.
I SO HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE KEEP CALLING
WHEN I'M FCUKING HELL SLEEPING! ARGH!
I WAS WOKEN UP BY 17 MISSED CALLS.
I WAS SO IRRITATED! *FUCK IT!*
I'm yours forever.
Accept me.
(: I really want Mission Week to continue. I don want any end
for it. Shit. Being in Mission Week makes me forget every
little/tiny sorrows i have. I felt so much better after Mission.
I know that God is everywhere actually. I only realized it today.
It was a great experience. But for now, i know God isn't around
me. I just need him to do whatever he's been doing for me.
But i didn't know you wanted to see me FOOLED/BETRAYED!
Its the hardest feeling ever. Oh ya, we had some BGR/GGR talks.
& WHATEVER HE SAY, IT WAS TRUE! GOSH! I felt so
guilty. So ashamed to face EVERYONE!Hopefully everything gets
better soon (: Send me an angel to love & talk too. ♥♥♥
Tomorrow might be going out after Mission i guess.
ARGH! I badly wanna sleep. I'm clearing my eye-bags!
Its getting waste. I miss you badly that i had to see my blood.
& i don know whats gonna happen next. I wish everything
would rest right now. I wanna enjoy. I don wanna cry anymore.
I got no more tears left. I want everyone to stay close with me
& never leave me. Cause i know you're all i can depend on now.
I love you babes ☺
I'm having my early dinner. Yummy (:
Mum is on leave today. Due to some reasons.
Baby, i know i can make it with you. I know we're meant
for each other. Turn back and look at me. Feel my love.
& take me back. & Hug me close and promise never to
let go. Cause what is done is already done. ): CBTM!Labels: how much i want you., i know how much i love you