Tuesday, March 17, 2009
♥ The hardest Seperation ):
The hardest seperation.
I find myself getting back to my olden days again. I am starting
to miss everything. I looked back at my life. I read/glance through
most of the things we used to share pastly. All the letters/photos/
messages/musics/poems/things. I miss everything. I used to be
so obsessed over you. I still know how i actually loved/love you.
How many memories we used to share? When i have my musics
on, my mind tends to go wild. I don know. I think of the past.
Where i used to be so controlled. When i wanted to Smoke badly,
you used to stop me. You cared for me. Now when i wanna smoke,
i've got noone to stop. Even when i wanted to Drink, i always thought
about you. Now when i drank, all i could think was i had/have noone.
When you were by my side, you guide me thru. Now i don know what
i'm doing. I seriously feel so lost. I do the craziest stuff. Yes, i dosed myself
badly. I couldn't wake up. My head when spinning. Vomitted badly. I
had noone to console me. Cause only YOU knew my life. Noone else!
& you weren't there when i needed you badly. I might be crazy!
But its the fact that IMISSYOU badly. I don know was it,
True love, Affection,Attraction,Crush,Past time. I don know.
I thought it my true love. I just don understand myself at all.
I need someone to guide my life. I miss my olden days so much.
PS: Its not about one person only. Its a mixtured feeling.
Involves three people. (:
PS: Don question me about this post.
& its not fake. A real one. Irfanah, i made it interesting for you.
to miss everything. I looked back at my life. I read/glance through
most of the things we used to share pastly. All the letters/photos/
messages/musics/poems/things. I miss everything. I used to be
so obsessed over you. I still know how i actually loved/love you.
How many memories we used to share? When i have my musics
on, my mind tends to go wild. I don know. I think of the past.
Where i used to be so controlled. When i wanted to Smoke badly,
you used to stop me. You cared for me. Now when i wanna smoke,
i've got noone to stop. Even when i wanted to Drink, i always thought
about you. Now when i drank, all i could think was i had/have noone.
When you were by my side, you guide me thru. Now i don know what
i'm doing. I seriously feel so lost. I do the craziest stuff. Yes, i dosed myself
badly. I couldn't wake up. My head when spinning. Vomitted badly. I
had noone to console me. Cause only YOU knew my life. Noone else!
& you weren't there when i needed you badly. I might be crazy!
But its the fact that IMISSYOU badly. I don know was it,
True love, Affection,Attraction,Crush,Past time. I don know.
I thought it my true love. I just don understand myself at all.
I need someone to guide my life. I miss my olden days so much.
PS: Its not about one person only. Its a mixtured feeling.
Involves three people. (:
PS: Don question me about this post.
& its not fake. A real one. Irfanah, i made it interesting for you.
Labels: My heart yearns for you baby.
