Thursday, March 05, 2009
♥ Argh.
I was born unlucky.
To the one i need now:
If you have a problem with me, come and tell me off.
Don stop talking to me. You mean the world to me.
I thought you're the one who understood me well
after everything. & I don feel comfortable here.
Am i invisible? You can see me right? You know
when i'm beside you right. Don message me anymore.
Just call me and talk to me. Yes, i admit, i miss you.
I hate the way i lead my own life. Sorry.
& i love you. & i also know you're NEVER gonna
read this.
To the ones who said i showed attitude:
Hello to you all. Who the hell said i showed attitude the other day?
It wasnt my fault if my natural look is that way right? I cant be bothered.
Seriously. I know i didnt talk to one particular person. I didnt wanna interact
with you. I JUST DON WANT! Okay? Its your fault for coming late too.
Maybe i might be irritated, but i know i wasnt showing face. ^.^
Get a life man. Please. Not gonna go out for another outing in my life.
ARGH! Maybe with only one in the group.
To the one to who knows what happening and yet being not bothered:
Yes you. You know who you are. Why on earth are you doing this to me now?
Was it my fault if everything turned this way? Fine, i know its my fault.
But everyone needs another chance i guess. If ever noone gave you another chance,
you wouldn't be standing down here for sure. Didnt i give you another chance?
WHY! I just feel that i'm in an difficult position. Yes, i wanna GIVE up now.
But my heart feels so heavy. I cry everytime i wanna give up. I cant do anything
but just to watch everyone else moving on. You're everything i need! You're on my
mind always. I SWEAR! I promise to be good. Will you? Please. I really really need you
by my side NOW! I cant explain any further. Everything is hidden deep down my heart.
I cant speak things out to ANYONE! I just find it so hard. I am afraid i would cry.
I am scared people would take my words wrongly. I cant speak up for myself at this time.
I'm doing crazy things. WHY! i don know! I miss you very badly.
* Afterall, i'm the one who is treated badly.
To the one i spoke my heart out:
Thanks alot babe. If i didnt tell you, i wouldnt be here now.
I would have just dosed myself. You made me feel live was
worth.. But still i cant get the fact that this has happened.
I hope at least you would understand the way i feel now.
You put yourself in my shoes & talked to me. Seriously,
thanks alot. & i swear to love you forever.
Kadar, wondering why? Seriously thanks alot babe.
I wont forget your helps. You made me feel better
one day. Thanks. & i love you too darling.
& I hope i was there when you needed someone.
♥♥♥♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU & I HATE MYSELF.
PS: Sorry if my post is too harsh! I cant think anything right now.
Thing are getting worst day by day. So i had to say it.
I need the courage for myself NOW!
& i flopped my exams badly.
I got 10/20 for my tamil.
Maths was an ASS! I forgot the formulas.
Science, i finished the paper within 5 mintues
and slept. Cause i didnt study at all. ARGH!
How am i gonna answer? ILY!
Don stop talking to me. You mean the world to me.
I thought you're the one who understood me well
after everything. & I don feel comfortable here.
Am i invisible? You can see me right? You know
when i'm beside you right. Don message me anymore.
Just call me and talk to me. Yes, i admit, i miss you.
I hate the way i lead my own life. Sorry.
& i love you. & i also know you're NEVER gonna
read this.
To the ones who said i showed attitude:
Hello to you all. Who the hell said i showed attitude the other day?
It wasnt my fault if my natural look is that way right? I cant be bothered.
Seriously. I know i didnt talk to one particular person. I didnt wanna interact
with you. I JUST DON WANT! Okay? Its your fault for coming late too.
Maybe i might be irritated, but i know i wasnt showing face. ^.^
Get a life man. Please. Not gonna go out for another outing in my life.
ARGH! Maybe with only one in the group.
Yes you. You know who you are. Why on earth are you doing this to me now?
Was it my fault if everything turned this way? Fine, i know its my fault.
But everyone needs another chance i guess. If ever noone gave you another chance,
you wouldn't be standing down here for sure. Didnt i give you another chance?
WHY! I just feel that i'm in an difficult position. Yes, i wanna GIVE up now.
But my heart feels so heavy. I cry everytime i wanna give up. I cant do anything
but just to watch everyone else moving on. You're everything i need! You're on my
mind always. I SWEAR! I promise to be good. Will you? Please. I really really need you
by my side NOW! I cant explain any further. Everything is hidden deep down my heart.
I cant speak things out to ANYONE! I just find it so hard. I am afraid i would cry.
I am scared people would take my words wrongly. I cant speak up for myself at this time.
I'm doing crazy things. WHY! i don know! I miss you very badly.
* Afterall, i'm the one who is treated badly.
To the one i spoke my heart out:
Thanks alot babe. If i didnt tell you, i wouldnt be here now.
I would have just dosed myself. You made me feel live was
worth.. But still i cant get the fact that this has happened.
I hope at least you would understand the way i feel now.
You put yourself in my shoes & talked to me. Seriously,
thanks alot. & i swear to love you forever.
Kadar, wondering why? Seriously thanks alot babe.
I wont forget your helps. You made me feel better
one day. Thanks. & i love you too darling.
& I hope i was there when you needed someone.
♥♥♥♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU & I HATE MYSELF.
PS: Sorry if my post is too harsh! I cant think anything right now.
Thing are getting worst day by day. So i had to say it.
I need the courage for myself NOW!
& i flopped my exams badly.
I got 10/20 for my tamil.
Maths was an ASS! I forgot the formulas.
Science, i finished the paper within 5 mintues
and slept. Cause i didnt study at all. ARGH!
How am i gonna answer? ILY!
