Sunday, January 31, 2010
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Just wanted to post something. Cause it seems really dead.
Anyways life has been pretty much different. EVERYTHING
seems new. I miss 4R'09 SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! So wanna have
outing soon. So badly. I like my ITE friends. But not all i like. Nor i prefer.
They are so IRRITATING! Okay, i don know what to typeeeeeeeee!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Goodnight.
Time check : 0124am.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
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It feels different in blogger now. Hahha. After so long, i'm in here.
For the people's sake who wanted me to update. Especially for dearest,
Hasina. I hope you're happy. Argh, but i'm lazy tp type. Yet forcing tooo!
Anyways gonna be 2 months since i'm working. I enjoy where i'm
working. It feels like a second home. Slack, stress, enjoy! Everything.
I don wanna stop that job, yet time comes i'm gonna stop. & throw attention
on STUDIES, just studies; How pathetic. & Lastly, Results tomorrow.
Peeps, my sister wanna use the lappy. I will blog again when i'm free. Byeeeeeeee!
& Finally, my sistere turned 19! & Next week i'm 16. Isnt the numbers cool? Haha.
Okay, goodnight (:
Sunday, September 27, 2009
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FCUK YOU BASTARD!
You didn't realize, you actaully hurt the one i love.
So much, so deeply. & Yet, i see her with so much of
tears. Wanting to revenge. But all i could say to myself
was, i believe i can make her happy. Giving her all the happiness
she deserves. Babe, don't worry! I'll be your side now & foreverrrr!
Friday, September 25, 2009
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If you think i'm your right choice.
Come to me now.
` Or else its gonna be really late! (:
Thursday, September 24, 2009
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I was in the urge of crying a river yest.
Thanks to some sweethearts for cheering me !
Nights, off to bed. Gotta wake up early for Patron's day!
` Say you love me, cause i want to belong to you!
Monday, September 21, 2009
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Those smiles werent for real. All the moments which
actually cramped up my happiness. It was as fast as the
wind. In just a snap, everything was over. & here i'm sitting
down with the lost of my smiles. Will you be my smile?
Some times aren't really fair. I must really say. God, you're
not being fair. You're not giving happiness to one who deserves
it. But giving everyone who doesn't deserve them. I would wanna
include myself in. I only see my smiles with certain people. But not
everyone. & I feel horrible when i do it. There's noone i can actually
talk my heart out. To the closest friend of mine too. I feel totally ashamed.
& Rarely wanna share my problems out. As they see me as the Happy Go Lucky type!
I can't face reality ! & Its so hurting sometimes. I want to cry out. All alone, just
give me a night where i can be alone. With musics on. & I would wanna lie down.
& Slowly be gone. I really wishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Honestly, i wanna study. I want good grades.
Tell me who doesnt? But i take the effort & time
to take out my Books to study. But when i do that,
Nothing goes up to my head. God, why arent you being
fair to me?? I tried and tried.
;Everytime i try, i keep failing.
Tell me when will i succeed.
Boy, i just want you for myself.
Would i?
Saturday, September 19, 2009
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I'm very angry! My body is super HOT!
& Thanks to those Fucked Up Mother fucking
bitcheS! Argh, threw my anger all to them. I loved
the way i slammed the door at them. You deserve it
SLUTS! I curse you & i would let God give you the punishments!
& I met Cousin today. Gosh, i missed her so much.
LOL! I didnt know she was actually coming to temple.
I got a shock when i saw her. Hmph! Talked sooooooooooo
much of stories. & It made me realise, i missed her so much
& we both weren't updated much. LOL! About me being in love
with _____! I was like WTH! Nooooooo! Hahah. Updated her soo
much. Yeah, she too updated me. Had fun. & She was my best company
today. I love you Lovely cousin. Lets meet up soon! <333